Ricky: Things you must be conscious!

Time goes so fast! It's Novemember now. The aim of this journal is to remind myself a few things I must be conscious.

Bruce replied in his email as this: he still uses pen and paper to write diary, because that makes him easily read it at any time and any place. After all, under different circumstances and with differernt attitudes, it is hard to exactly recall every single previous prefound feelings. So you should also always read what you have written, to see whether you have got improved.

So today I write.

Ricky, these are the things you must be aware of, must be conscious!

What are you doing with yourself now?
What are you going to do today?
When are you going to finish the things listed in you daily plan?
How are you going to make those?
Are you wasting your time as usual?

Also, are you day dreaming again?
Please, please! Put yourself into present tense.
Say: I am not sleeping now. I am awake. I am doing this day's job. Ricky, please never imagine going back to the past and try to change something out there, which is a bul-shit waste of time!

If you have some fantasies while you are working, tell youself you are still at work, so say that I would rather to enjoy the present than to live in a world of fantasy!