Today I prepared for the oral part of the IELTS test. When I tried to ask questions to myself and use English to answer it, I just felt I had nothing to say.
In the previous tests I always felt it was not too bad although sometimes I might made some mistakes, I had never been suspicious of my fluency. But when I did the simulation with my housemate several weeks ago, when I did it on today, I felt so stressed.
I just wonder that I have come to Australia for so long, how come I still cannot speak very good English. Sometimes I felt like so much living as an out-going and extroverted English speaking person.
Sigh...
God, I feel so lack of confidence these days, my IELTS test, the master course I am gonna take, driving test, job huntings, future girlfriends... When I read psalms, I was so touched by King David's cry--my God, why have you forsaken me, why didn't you answer my call!
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