Today I planned it pretty well! I attended Uniting church and visited Joe at his home. I had good time both with Pastor Kille and my ex-uni mate Joe. Thankful is Pastor keeps me in prayer after I opened to him personally to a great extent.
Joe was doing well and I can see his promising little future in his first job in life kicking off from tomorrow. For me, I will be ahead to a warehouse work interview in Cheltenham, be arriving in there a bit later than 10. It's in Unit 5/35 Tauton Drive. I need to check this address on Melway later on.
However, there is a big struggling issue of family relationship. Generally saying, different members have different concerns and notions. As the leader not yet accoutred, I present myself in way of dominating. For the sake of leading family to a right track, I sacrificed my little conscience and my big patience. There is no comfort and peace in heart indeed, but I have no choices! Love and hate, those two extreme and opposite emotions are coming up at the same time. But I have no choices! I have to keep striking for the future.
I truly know this can be called selfish, and I really have to look after the purist and realest feeling inside of me. Seeking, seeking...Seeking lover and bread! Seeking my kingdom in everlasting dream.
"Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven"
Jesus Christ come in and take my seat.
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