A few days ago when I visited Rob, as I confided my anxiety to him, he said there was a reason for God put all the things into my life. He showed me a very familiar scripture—Romans 8:28 We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
I know I was too proud in the midst of this year. During that time I was so soaked in my different fantasies all the days. In the end, I pretty much failed all the tests.
I also believe that my dad’s operation is a test for my faith. When I was in year 2, I dreamed to be a philanthropist all the time. I also very very wished I could have been a social worker who took care of mental patients. But when my dad lived in hospital, I even could not take care of him from all my strength and all my heart. I was just so impatient for my own dad, to say nothing of being a social worker. God just put these things to let me know I am not enough, to “slash” my pride. Completely have I a long way to go!
Just a moment ago, my friend Ray gave me a call to ask some immigration information of me. To be honest, I was a bit impatient. God just delicately put this incident into my life to reveal something to me. Thanks God! For you always let the very thing happen in that very time.
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